Shameless peeps

Seriously! can you don't be that shameless or not! your own daughter's study still need to go around begging people for money. please la! you think my father very rich ar.. And dun you think WE also nid those money for our studies?! dun juz think for urself la! such selfish people. And you! yes! i am refering to you! the one who's getting the money from relatives for your study! please la! seriously! go get a part time job or wat la! dun you feel paiseh for using OUR money to study.. AND yes of cuz, these money aren't gonna come bck to us, which means we wouldn't expect you in a million years, to be able to pay back us the money. and ohya? majoring in accountancy too ar?! hearing this makes me feel so ridiculous; ya i wonder a university over there would get you to where sia..


argh.. pissed off. -.-

sorry to the people reading this; i juz nid somewhere to vent my anger =X

Tough Sem; strong battle ahead

This sem is going to be a tough battle..

Juz 1 month plus passed from my previous holiday; and now, very soon Common tests would be coming up.

What worries me most now is my COST module...

Below describes wat's so pathetic about this module:

1) There are only TWO Lecturers cum Tutors

2) This current lecturer is simply singing lullaby to us...; or rather her words never really seems to be able to get through my head.

3) The textbook are juz too long-winded.

In addition, this sem i am having more modules than most of my frenz 

"Diploma Plus Plus" was wat they are calling

- Japanese Language

- Amath for current sem

Hence, my frenz was calling me 'SuperWoman'

However, that wasn't wat i feels.

This is because, i don't feel at ease in coping with these modules; especially with the additional Amath module. Therefore, i was kind of struggling and stranded among these modules.

In the meantime, i have also somewhat calculated my contingency of getting into a Local public Uni... and the end result was nearly 0%.

Thus, i have got this plan, which was signing up for ACCA. 

This thought had been in my mind ever since i decided to choose Accountancy as my future career path.

Although i know it would not be an easy route, but i still wanna give it a try..

Of cuz, ultimately i would still wish to get into NTU.. and then get a nice accountancy job.. :D

March Holidays

Hi there! Greetings to those who are reading this post now :D

Ok, let me update u on the issue of the saving plan which i have mentioned in my previous post. First and foremost i would like to thanks those who are worrying for me and supporting me; and thus that issue had been resolved and i got back my money :D

Next, as you all noe i am having my 1 month break now. Which as usual, my mum and dad would start nagging abt getting a part time job and so on... Which really irritates me, even though i noe tt earning an extra pocket money isn't a bad thing at all. However, i juz dun like to be controlled like this. Anyway, i gt a recommendation to this accounting job from a fren, and then as instructed i sent in my resume during this wed. Straight afterwards i gt a reply, which was a computerised reply mail; telling me that they have successfully received my email and wld take 5 working days to reply to my mail. Hence, tdy was the 3rd day and i haven't gt any calls or emails informing me abt the job.. Which makes me kind of worried.

Talking abt worries; there's another big thing that have been bugging me since the start of my holiday; tt is my result for this term; which i have not much confident in. As i believe that i have not done well enough for the exams. By the way, the result wld be released on 25th March... Juz hope it wld not be lower than 3 points =X

Praying hard now, for both my part-time job and result ;D

Ohya! Enjoy ur holidays too! :D

P.S I have also updated some songs tt i have recently being addicted to :D 

Dumb

today was another tiring day with projects. Moreover these projects are all due either this week or next. Now, can u see how's things have been for me these few weeks?

to add on to on these pile on troubles; i have gotten myself in another huge ass of trouble. it goes like this; there's this day when i was waiting for my 74 to go home, then there this guy approached me to help him do a survey regarding saving. Hence, i was kind enough to help him fill in the survey.

few weeks later...

i got a call from tt guy, (i wrote my contact number in the survey; even more dumb of me -.-), asking me to meet him up in sch tdy to talk abt this saving plan. As u noe when i heard there's some profits to earned, i wld definitely be interested wat, therefore, i really went and meet him this evening, with a fren of mine. Dumbness X2

then, he was talking abt how impt it is abt saving, which i truly agree la. he also asked me like how much did i save for a month; and with a bit of pride, i said tt i saved ard 100+ per mth or so; which i really regret after saying so. As u noe afterwards, i was blindly lead by him and signed that saving plan tt last for 20+ years. DUMBNESS X10

Then now, when i reached home and told my parents and xb this, they were all like; " are u really dumb?!" then tt's when i really wake up from my dumbness. hence, i contacted tt guy and ask him whether it is possible to cancel the deal with him. and there came the troubles; i have to think of ways to make my stand to reject his offer and cancel tt deal.

i am seriously tired and depressed now with my dumbness -.-

Guts

Ah yes, it's been a long time ever since i last blogged. this time i am gonna vent some anger through here.

OKay, this is wat happen; i was using my lappy watching some drama shows, and then guess what? my dad suddenly out of no where and without any valid reasons, was yelling(sorta of) his head off at me. scolding me of being useless, who does not know how to help out or wat. and saying me how i dunnoe what's going around in the world.sort of like being naive but in a really bad way, blah blah blah. AND i have been enduring those by trying not to talk back, but still he just keeps going on and on.

AND FINALLY i could not stand it, and went back to my room and locked the door.

Then, i was complaining to xb abt this. from there, we begin to talk abt how dad was having his occasionally period(the guy's PMS) and then how he really dotes on his wife(our mum) more than his does with us. Further on, we were talking about their guts thing. like how xb got her guts from my mum; that really huge guts, that doesn't really fear of anything and then ME the one who's got that stupid guts from him, who only dare to scold peoples that we think are inferior to us. 

okay i am not trying to say that the guts of talking back and able to "fight" back with him is a good thing, but still, i just hope he could at least understand or try to understand how it feels when you're being vented the anger on. especially when he didn't even really cares about us, for example like how he NEVER praised us before, even though we have been trying every hard to excel in our school works.

Anyway tonight really sucks alot.

A Guy Having PMS

As mentioned from my title, there's one guy at my house having PMS now.
And of there's only one guy in my house, who's my father. -.-

Nowadays, he started nagging and finding troubles with me. And of cuz i was freaking pissed off by it lar.

"So wat u PMS sia, Very big ar. see me using comp, u bui song wat. think u can threaten me ar, u freaking ass hole. Just get out of my sight la, u freaking bastard. And it's my holiday, so why can't i play with the computer to my  heart's content. And not like my holiday is very long loe, Just 2 weeks only leh, like tt u oso wan quarrel with me."

That's what i wanted to shout to his face -.-

Argh... now dam irritated.

Tired

It's been quite a while since i last blogged ar. ><

These few weeks were really tiring me out;
There's e-learning, whereby being an excuse for the school to give us lots of projects and assignments -.-
Following by, is the common tests..

Now i realise secondary school life is so much better than Poly/JC, at least their tests are not counted this much of weightage.

Okay la, let's not say abt other poly , Just NP, it's Common test is like weighting 25% of the whole module sia -.-
Just seeing that figure can already scare ppls off le lor, not to mention abt Exam paper, which consume of 50% of the whole module result. =.=

There's only ONE good thing there's coming up, which's my 2 weeks break :) even though there's still assignments to complete and handed up when sch start... BUT still there's my BREAK XD

i've already planned what i am going to do during the break:

1. Eat
2. Surf Net
3. Eat
4. Bath
5.Surf Net
6. Eat
7. Sleep

basically, a lifestyle of a PIG :DDD

Crazy

currently i am doing my INFA tutorial questions now. Although i have taken POA lessons before, but i am still not use to the new terms learnt in INFA. that's why i am having some problems doing it right now. haizz..

another thing i would like to say to her is that;

u are really scaring the hell out of me now!

it seems like everytime there's something that isn't going the way you wanted it to be, you would go mad and as though you are suffering from some nerve break downs. Then  you will went outside and 'relax' yourself. Even though you are trying to relax yourself, which might be a good thing, but still you're really acts like someone who's having some mental problems and have problems of controlling your emotions. Anyway what i am trying to say is that, could you try to control yourself and stop acting like a princess(what i mean by princess is by, thinking that you can get whatever you want).

Buzz Buzz, Buzy

this week gonna be a Buzzy week ar, got 1 projects to complete, and a oral presentation coming up in the 4th week. AND soon there will be common tests.

there's rumors saying that poly life isn't as slacky as u think, and i have always thought it should be alright, and it does seems so during the first week, BUT not after u have start the second week, which is when i began to feel to Stress huh.

today i juz went for the piano interview; i didn't noe there's gonna be an interview for this, anyway i juz hope that all my frens including myself would get in ar.

P.S: there's this cute guy in there, a senior la. however i heard that he's quite a strict person, so yea.. let's forget abt it. hahas ><

TGIF !!

yes, tt's right, today is friday!! woahoo!~ okay i noe i being stupid here -.- of cuz u'all noe today is friday la.
today i only have 3 hours of lesson, however this only apply for this week la. next week on, it wouldn't be that early anymore lor. 

today, during our INFA lecture, i was using my lappy. at first i was just playing some facebook games, however as i was doing that i heard my lectuer talking about the Big Fours Accounting firms, thus i decided to search them on the net, and there i came by a topic about a guy working in one of the Big Four firms, as an auditor. He was blogging about his life in there.

it was really fun and inspiring as he blog abt his life in there. He was talking about how busy they could be, and that working at a Big Four firm isn't really that fabulous as most of us think. one of the point is that, even though u get a higher pay than ur other frens working at other accounting firm, still ur time would be much irregular than them.

i really like the words he describe the life there; 'it was as though we are not allowed to be a human being'

And there's this other story that i had heard from my fren's fren, who was working as an auditor at another company too. and she was telling me abt how packed her schedule was; 8am to work and end work at 5am.

Ohya, i forgot to mention another thing that i have came through of from the net, it was from a strait time new, about there was once a office was being broke in by a theif , however the theif was caught, and guess who cuaght him? it was the auditor! as the their broke in near to where the auditor office was, and that time it was 3am leh! and there was a person tensing this; the theif was stupid to broke in near to where the auditor's office was.

hahas, anyway in the end, i learnt that auditor, is really a no life job.

A Fun Day

today my first lesson start at 1pm, hence i was able to sleep till i wake up on my own. hahas
anyway my first lesson was the Idea Jump Start thing. Sounds weird right, anyway it was a module that teach us how to use our creativity. Afterwards, i have my Sports and Wellness class! i have been really looking forward to this sia. BUT then it still disappointed me a little in the end. This is because, there isn't any Yoga for to choose at all, and i end up in Aeorobics, for those who don't noe what's tt, which previously i oso didn't noe, aeorobics is like an exercise dance that what we usually did in primary school during health and fittness day.

Anyway, what worries me more is tmr lessons, i dunnoe if i need to print anything or not sia, and if i have to bring my textbooks or not. ohya,have i mention that poly do need to buy textbooks, and they are really ex and heavy -.-

i think that's all for today le, i must get back to my things now.

First Day of School in Ngee Ann Polytechnic

i woke up at 6am to prepare and then left my house at 6.30am, cuz me and my frens wanted to be there 1 hour earlier, so that we can get to know where our lecture will be, however, we end up taking the bus at 7.35am. this is because joyce lor; her bag juz spoiled when she just went down from her house, hence have to go back and change into another bag..

okay back to the bus thing. so there's this jam JUST near our school , hence we were all late by like 15mins or so. Not only that, there's this scanner thing outside of our lecture hall, which was mean for students to tap their card so that they could record down ur attendance for the lecture, however , i wonder how but still, the door was opened, and so i simply just rush in without taping my student card. And as u noe, i was counted as absence on that day lor -.- 

follow by, due to the reason that this is our first week in school, we wouldn't require to attend all tutorial and workshops, therefore, after my lecture there was like a 6 hours break before my Jap lesson start. Without much thing to do, after our lunch, i went in with my frens from another plan to their INFA (Intrduction to Financial Accounting) lecture. There again, i didn't noe that i was oso taking this module for this semester and thus i could oso simply join in their class, therefore i didn't tap my card -.- and anyway my INFA lecture was on fri, hence i would only have to tap the card for my attendance then go home afterwards ^^

Coming to the best part on my first day in Ngee Ann Poly. For those who didn't noe, i have a Jap lesson on every monday from 6 - 8pm AND my teacher is a Japanese! Cool right?! But at the first look at her, she didn't really looks like a Japanese to me sia, cuz she was really taint; i thought japanese are all very fair de. hahas, anyway, the moment she start speaking, this certainly reviews that she's really a japanese. Her japanese slung  was really obvious. And she's really funny. xD ohya, her name is Tomoko, and we all either have to call her Tomoko-san or Tomoko sensei.

A trip to NP

I booked an appointment online to NP, for help on downloading some software that are required for my course.
Just in case, there might a traffic jam or so, which unusually didn't happen today, i set off somewhat earlier than the time i usually set off to NP during the BAOC[Business and Accountancy Orientation Camp]; hence i made it to NP almost 30 mins earlier. Therefore, me and jas was like loittering around the library area. what surprises me was that, there was a booth setted up outside the library selling basically notes for us, the year one students. However, very incoincidentally, one must show them ur printed timetable before u could get ur notes; or rather "buy" ur notes. okay straight to the point when i went to ask for assistant to download the software, and it really takes an hour plus or, just like what my fren had mentioned to me previously as she came down on the monday. Anyway, at least i got them downloaded in my Ruby  (^-^) v

Afterward, we went to hougang to have our lunch, and guess what we ordered?
hahas, nothing special la, juz a set of japanese lunch set, and with a side dish - chawamushi.

i realized since the last time i ate the japanese food at NP, i became addicted to Jap foods ar.  Oiishi ne

~ Itadakimasu ~ Itadakimasu ~ Itadakimasu ~ Itadakimasu ~

The Coming Poly Life

Ytd me and some of my frens went Bugis to look for some stuffs to use in poly. At the end of the day, i bought a bag costing $18 and a laptop casing costing much more expensive than my bag; $29.90

okay, now i am gonna talk about my timetable for my poly.

Basically, my lesson start at 9am, except on wed; which start at 12. However, i think monday will be my longest day, as i have my Jap class at 6pm and it ends at 8pm. Now what worried me most is wat clothes should i be wearing on the first day of my school ar.. I believe that was one of the most troublesome matters for poly students, having to think what to wear tmr and such. Coming next, i also wonder what CCA i should be joining sia. I heard that in Poly, to get a GOLD for CCA grade, one must have meet 70+ CCA points ar.

Anyway, i just hope that during the first day of my poly life there won't be any bad happening and that i wouldn't get into any troubles.

Shopping!

Today i went with mum and xb to 四马路观音庙 to pray. afterwards we went shopping at Bugis Street and Bugis Junction. There i bought myself some accessories and a wallet from Charles and Keith for my mum. I very fillial right? >< anyway these oso have burn a big hole on my wallet T^T but luckily these few days i did a part time job, hence it could cover up the costs.

Irritated

i wonder why nowadays a lot of stuffs are pissing me off.

Especially these few days with problems on the internet connection. The internet connection just always unable to work at night; when i wanted to go online and chat. Not only that, i am also really irritated by that guy who was renting our room; he gave me that impression that he was not here to work but to enjoy his life with his  computer. During these few days regarding to the network problems; he was so anxious about it that he almost went and sign up for a wireless broadband; but fortunately it required the address of where he was living, thus without my parents' permission he could not give it away. Anyway his presence at home is just so like a pain in my eyes, i just hope i don't get to see him at my point of view for long.

Continue on, i got a exciting news to share with all of you, i just got my enrollment package from Ngee Ann poly recently, there was this form inside that introduce us to pick up a foreign language, and many of my friends were interested so do i :) but i am wondering if i should pick up Jap of French, however that was not my biggest concern. What i am really worried about was the lesson fee; it cost up to $160.50 per semester sia, and my school fee per semester has already raised up to $1173 already plus later on when i join a CCA.. Imagine that huge amount of expenses that my parents are going to spend on me.. haizz.. i suppose i would reconsider it again with my parents ba..

Lastly, i would like to wish all the CVSS RCY cadets that are going on for tommorow Footdrill Competition, good luck and try your best to get back an award! Gambateh!!! 

Somerset 313

Okay, today i didn't make it to the footdrill practice, because i overslept >.<

So we just went to punggol plaza to have a taste of the sushis and some other japanese's cuisine. It wasn't that bad, and the price is also quite accpetable. :D And there's something funny uh, we actually have eaten like 9 plates of food, but got 1 plate was a bit hidden behind and the stuff didn't notice, so she counted as 8 plates, there earnt 1 plate free ^^

Afterwards, we went to somerset 313 to take a look at where my friend was working and to decide whether to work there or not. There when we were walking towards the shop , we saw a group of male models without top, and their back were painted with some features which i barely regconize. Anyway when we spot what was in front of us, we were like, hmmm shall take a U turn and walk other way round, there when we take that dam turn, we decide to go into "Guardian", there we actually just wanted to take a look at the Bio-essence BB cream [xb la, say wan buy BB cream ma], then turns out we bought 2 BB cream and 1 Face Foam home -.- Not only that, we also went back to CP , in the Watson, and bought a nail filer and a face cleanser.

Then i realised this trip i made today, was like a shopping for beauty products ar -.-

CNY celebration in school

Finally a post from me, ever since the last one.

Today morning i woke up at 10am like tt and then the next thing i did was to rush to the bathroom, as i remembered that i am going to watch a movie with my peeps.

Okay, the movie we watched wasn't that enjoyable, but it wasn't that bad too. The title of the movie is ; 72 家逐客 

Afterwards we just settled off to school for the CNY celebration.

Actually, we did bring 2 oranges to visit our teacher, but then that chingyi actually left it behind in the cinema -.= Anyway, we didn't manage to see Mr Ng, as he had took his maternity leave to accompany his wife who have just given birth to little valarie. I tell u seriously, she was Dam CUTE and sweet !! feel like pinching her sia ><

For tomorrow, i am gonna go bck to school to watch the fancy drills with my sis, as she promised me to accompany to an interview at where my friend was working, and of cuz in return i would have to accompany her to far east to buy her BB cream.

OK, that's all for today AND of cuz all the best to me for tmr interview !! :)

Tired, and Pissed off

Now i am dam pissed off, by my father's suckling attitude.

I was just telling them that i wanted to end this job by this month, and there he goes, nagging saying that doing part time is helping me to prepare for the later job world.

HOWEVER there should still be a stop to this. i have been working for like 2 months leh! i also nid to enjoy my holiday sia!, Originally my holiday shld be like 4mths, now i am only left with 2 months. wth IS THIS sia!...

 BTW, i am sure u noe that, adults always tells us that, we should work early and save enough money for our later life, and then u could hav the time to enjoy life. But please get this in mind; when that times comes when we had earnt enough money for the joys, we already dun have the health and strength to enjoy it le. AM I RIGHT?
therefore, i think that we shld also enjoy our life in this young age, before u regrets it in ur later life.

okay that's all i am gonna say for today. -.-

My School

OKay this morning i got a sms from the moe. This is what it wrote:

CHEN XIAOFEN, you are posted to NGEE ANN POLY, ACCOUNTANCY (N51) under 2010 JAE.

OMG!! you know what this means? which means, i had made it into my first choice! woahooo!! xD

omg omg omg, i was so dam happy now. :DD